Infertility and grief

I wrote this in 2012, after my first failed #IVF. I was very upset and distraught. I didn’t feel like talking to anyone and Imran (my husband) was in the US, I was in India. I just felt bitter from inside and just wanted to stay locked in my parent’s room. I let the #grief take over and one day I had enough of it. I needed to return to my normal self so I wrote this and walked out of my room. It’s important to realize that I let the grief take control for some time. I let myself heal before I, myself was ready. Not sure who needs to read this today but I hope it helps. You are not alone. You got this girl! #BreakingTaboos #LetItOut #Miscarriageisnotastigma.

Tawakkul (Arabic: تَوَكُّل‎), is the Islamic concept of the reliance on God or “trusting in God’s plan”.

“And whoever puts all his trust in Allah, He will be enough for him.” [Quran 65:3]